I had to let a lot of things pass, die off and be ritually recycled to create a new me. I am still in the beginning stages, and my emotions have been like waves…coming and going. But I have never felt so certain about my life as I do now. I feel confident because knowing I am taking better care of my emotional and mental health soothes my spirit. 

I definitely feel that this year is a year of “awakening” for me, a year of birthing myself. This is also my last year in my 30s and honestly, I got a bit caught up in some self-pity vibes regarding what my life should be looking like right now and it is a constant struggle to quiet that ego of mine.  My path is my own, and there is no “gold medal” for attaining things by a certain age, although striving for a better life is always on my mind. I don’t watch others and become jealous over their successes or dreams coming true and good fortune. I wish them well from deep within my heart. And it is felt! This is the kind of genuine energy that helps my own dreams come true.

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It is not easy and always pretty when we are “birthing” a new self, and that is why it is so important to stay grounded. Spending more time in silence, in nature, crying, laughing and loving up on myself just a bit more has been very instrumental in creating a woman I can admire for a long time to come. I am also amazed at the beautiful things coming from my spirit, the messages, the pathways opening up for me to BE who I am meant to be at this stage of my life. Ideas are breaking open like sunflower petals do when the sun hits them, and I am feeling very warm inside. I can no longer settle for small spaces; it is time to break open and free myself!

Much Love ❤

 

 

 

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